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[Visit Homepage]245 | You are viewing 9 entries [Total 9 Entries]21st January 20071:36pm: {all} I feel its better now to keep big matters like what just past, to myself, Im going to deal with this person directly now, and not be caught off guard and made a fool out of in front of his friends, this time, Its -my- turn to make a fool out of him....
From now on, Im posting only the good things, because I expect great success in my future... Im going to take some serious charge here now...
I'll keep all noted about my work updates, I made some arranged versions Of Dancing Mad Tiers from FF6...
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/vinvulpis/
they are the two recent ones there ^.^ I hope you all like them....
12th January 20079:23am: {all} X__X Im so sorry, once again. I've neglected this site again, I've been so damn busy and too much to keep track of. I've really only been posting On FurAffinity lately. I really need to update my private site on furtopia -.-;;...
Anyways, Im just letting everyone know all is well, things have ben looking up for the most part, I've finally been getting decent sleep and I've been getting decnet work done on my game.
I've been debately lately if I should post any yiffy work on the sites or not. I do ,and dont at the same time. The thing is, I like keeping the clean image I have, only posting clean work and such. I'd like to post a couple here and there, It wont be a lot, just 1 or 2 pices every few weks or something. I donno.
I'd be cool if I could get some poeple to comission me. I'd like to draw poeples characters for them if they like my style. The thing is, I need comissions, because well, I need money. Im not trying to pull a sob story or anything, its just, Im 19, I live by myself and have no family anymore, (our extanges ended in bitterness) Im getting about 300 a week from my job, but I pay 120 a week in rent (I shouldnt have too because my roommates are filthy) and I have some other minor expences and feeding myself. I've always wanted to make money doing the work I love. Meh...
overall, things are well, I'll try to keep posted here, again, sorry for the disappearence.
21st October 20065:25am: {all} Hello, Thngs have been going alright.
I wrote a long letter to my family for all the years of BS and got all my feelings and most of my angry out. I feel better about that stuff.
But now Im having trouble with my game. Well, for one, Im horrible at making animated sprites, I always make it look stupid and sloppy somehow, plus its very time consuming. My other problem is my battle system script I have for it. its a GREAT script, but the problem is, my added effects dont work for it because who even made this battle system, decides to code some terms differently, and it conflicts with the things I try to add. I've been trying to add in all the things that were in RPGM2003 like, drain, regen, multiple poisons, demi, reflect... *sigh*
RPGM2003 had a near perfect battle system, but if I go back to useing it, I'd take a major loss in graphics and sound. I really dont want to do that. I'd only be able to use TINY 256 color PNG files and REGULAR MIDI, and anyone who's heard the music I make, plain midi is a HUGE step down.
RPGMXP has everything I need graphics and sound wise... but the problem is, Im horible at animating my sprites for it and im having all kinds of script problems left and right. I know nothing about scripting to fix these problems too. I wish I could find a RPGMXP style version of RPGM2003, but with enemies you can animate too, then half my problems are solved.
My problem with sprites is, I can make the image and make a nice looking sprite, but I suck badly at animating it. In RPGM2003, I was able to work on top of the stock default sprites that came with it, and there were son many I had lots of poses to take from, so I was able to animate them that way. In RPGMXP I have nothing to work from, and these sprites are higher rez and look like correctly proportioned bodies, not chubby, big-head, old style sprites.
After a whole year for trying, I just want to give up. IBack with RPGM2003, I at least had 4 hours of pkay time made, untill that crappy computer I was using crashed an deleted it. But even if so, I dont wanna go back to RPGM2003 because its very low quality and OUTDATED, big time. The battle system and set up was very easy and near perfect, that is the only thing I liked about it.
I posted for help a few times on a RPG maker forum and no one ever offers me any. "Creation Asylum" ( http://www.dubealex.com )
And I know what one of my friends will tell me, he's been telling me to make my stories into graphic novels, but I dont wanna do that at all. Im not going to have fun with it if it's not what I intended, and if Im doing that, I'll always be thinking of the games I wanna make, And I'll most likely just neglect it and they will sit and do nothing.
Any one out there know what I'm talking about? Anyone out there know anything that may help me? If not then I give up. Trying to do this has brought me more stress and depression than happiness.
Current Music: Vincent Vulpis (me) - The Instability Within
8th October 20067:50pm: {all} Hello all, Sorry a got a little lagy on keeping posted, been very busy and such. All things are well. Im really liking my job, the only bummer is that I keep waking up earier that I should and messing up my sleep cycle, I try to go back to sleep and CAN'T x_x. Happened again today, I may take a short little nap.
I made a new pic of my fursona and posted it on FA. ^.^ People like it so far! I've sorta been neglecting my personal site a bit, my FA account is so easy to manage, heh. I'll get around to styleizing the rest of my site sometime, beside, I still post all my work on it too.
Heh, Im just keeping posted letting all know that things are well.
Current Music: Nobuo Uematsu - Ukele le Chocobo (FF9)
19th September 20064:44am: {all} Hey and thanks for the input. and it turns out that FA is going well for me! ^.^!!!! I resently got 6 favs and 2 watches!
I am having one problem with FA though, it wont take cerain music files for mine... mainly my long songs (8 minutes +) This is annoying, I sent a trouble ticket and have gotten no responce on it yet. T-T Stinks if they wont alow files over a certain size, my long ones are some of my favs I wanna show. I have them on my personal site but I really wanna get them On FA. Anyway Thanks all!! I guess I was just letting paranoia and depresstion get the best of me, I just needed to explore the world of teh internets.
Current Music: Vincent Vulpis(me)- Akron's Ambition
18th September 20066:52pm: {all} I gotta make this one short, only have a couple minutes. I added 3 colored pics to my Site. AND! I got 5 favorites on Fur Affinaty for 3 music files and 2 colored pics!!!! ^.^!!!!
Current Music: BANANA PHONE!
15th September 20069:11pm: {all} You guys are so sweet, thanks for the support. ^.^; I work nights and all, and I've been working 6 nights a week this week x.x Im hopeing to have 2 nights off this week coming up... but anyway, the next night off I get, I'll try and post some stuff, and I'll add color to some of those scetches.
Again, thank you much for your support. And if your into computer games, hopfullly I'll hav a demo made for my first RPG soon. I warn you, doing it all by my self and trying to produce something In a decent time has some negatvie effects, plus Im bad at animating the sprites, so Im kinda stuck doing the minimal animation. T-T
I wanna say more but I dunno what to say c.c...
I gotta go to work in 2 hours and Im so relaxed and tired. I gotta go get some coffee. See yas and thanks again.
Current Music: _Nothing right now...._
15th September 20068:44am: {all} I'll be adding colored work to the site very soon, I've had colored stuff up before, but I kept reorganizing it because I couldnt make up my mind on how I wanted it to be laid out. Im going to keep it this way. Im going to post a bunch of stuff soon, I've been working on the Characters designs for my story and such.
The sad this is though, Someone on the furtopia forums told me that unless I -am- mainly an adult artist, I wont get much attention an FA. *sighs* Its seems that way -everywhere-.
I dont wanna sound bad or anything, but there is way too, too, too, too much of a hold that Yiff has on the furry fandom, its really an abuse in my eyes. Now, don't get me wrong, yiff is nice, I like it, its just that the scale tips -WAY- over to the adult side... Like many dont like furries fro -furries- but for there sex.... ya know? I love FURRIES, and yiff is a sub in there.
I had been working on some character graphics (~.~; So much work) for the game too, and wrote a new song for it... So yeah.
I've been debating on even bothering making the game though, Its what I REALLY want to do, I can make the graphicsm but Im an awful animator, right now the animator is minimal... Meh...
Oki, I'll be around....
Current Music: Nobuo Uematsu - FF10 - Thunder Plains
14th September 20066:42am: {all} Hello all, I know it's been a while since I posted. A lot of stuff has been going on latly. Goods, and bads. First the bads, and I'd rather just summerize it all. After all the months of planing the bigs move, dissapointment, after disappointment endded up in no move at all. And I've been going through trivial matters with my family, may end up in me cutting off contact sadly. thats it for the bad... I'll discuss these matters more another time.....
But really though, I have it pretty good now, I finally got the job I wanted in this town, The over night stoke possion at Stop & shop. not my dream off cource... but the one I've wanted here. The problem is, Im worried about my friend I was supposed to maove with, because He's still in the bad place he's stuck in... I feel bad... but there seems to be little I can do... In other good news, Im back on good terms with an old friend, everything is the way it should be with that now.
The one thing that I've been struggling with the most lately is me and my artwork/music/ect.. Im an unknown, and the people who do see my work seem really not to care much. I've been told how bad I am in the best and how much better other's are than me several times in the past, so meh, I guess I shouldnt be surprized. Its really a dream of mine though, I be a well known artist whos work is liked and appreciated. On main thing I sadly have come to relize is that Im probly not going to get so known, because I don'y publicly post yiff. I do draw yiff... but only for myself really, and I have shown it to a couple friends here and there, But my clean work out ways it big time. probly about a 95%-5% ratio. I refuse to post yiff on my site because I wanna beliked for my art and quality, not for drawing porn and making people horny. If Im not aloud to talk about this sort of thing... someone let me know... It wont happen again..... but that how I feel, No know cares about my work if it isnt yiff. It's just "thats nice" "its alright" "and even "I've seen better" and thats the end of the exchange... *sigh* My work is usually based on all the characters of my stories I have in the works... that I wish To turn into RPG computer games.... but thats been its own challeng in it self to do because Im all by myself, no one to help me with anything....
I resently Joined Fur Affinaty in attempts to wifen my view rate a bit.... only one short comment so far on a scetch a put in there... I was thinking about Joining VCL, but they quickly decided not too because that is a big dead end... That site has nothing but yiff... or about 99% yiff...
Im not trying to get simpathy or anything like that. Im just saying how I feel really. All I really want is to be decently known, and know that my work is apreciated. Also I should make up my mind on how Im going to organize my site... I promised myself Im not going to change it again... Im just doing some new vertions of certain things before I reposts -everything- Rightnow there is a buch of resent scetches and music.
Meh... thats it really... I'll try to be more frequent on here... sorry I disapperad for a bit...
Current Music: Vincent Vulpis(me) - Akron's Ambition
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